I just had a scary thought. If someone grabbed me and tried to abduct me or rape me, there would def be a fight or I would end up dead. M leaves me sitting in the truck with it running and her window down all the time and it's often at shady places. If someone came to the truck and tried to get in the first thing I'd do is grab the keys and launch them as far as I possible could. When that pissed my attacker off and he threatened to kill me I would tell him that although I'm not ready to die I am also not afraid of dying so that's not a threat. I would never back down, I would never break. I would bite, kick, scream, hit, anything I could to survive and escape but no matter what anyone ever does to me they won't have the satisfaction of breaking me down, I'll fight until I die.
