You have been abandoned.
You were my best friend and at the same time, my worst enemy.
You tried to protect me and tried to save me,
for yourself.
I mattered the most, but only if it was to you.
No one else could have me,
no one else could hurt me,
only you.
Everyone,
to you,
is just a simple pawn,
and the only matter,
if it's only,
to you.
You weren't my type,
you weren't my style,
you couldn't truely love me,
because all that mattered,
was you.
You could not love me,
you could not understand me,
you could not even see me,
because all that mattered to me
wasn't you.
I wasn't your only pawn,
this is how you handle all subjects in your life,
they only matter
if they only matter
to you.
For too long I sat and let it happen,
I watched the pain only you would inflict,
listened to the stories you would tell
until one day,
I heard the last story,
I saw the last tear
and for that,
you my dear,
You have been abandoned.
