Today is a day I'm scared to leave you. I'm scared I'm going to leave and come back and you wont be here. If you want to marry me you need to believe that we can make it through all of this, like I do, but I have a hard time continuing to believe it when you can't say you more than hope. We have to believe it together because when one of us doesn't we as a whole become weak. We're a team. We're in this together. We need to work together instead of against each other. You need to stop being frustrated because I have questions and need help and I need to stop pinning so much on you, but we have to give in to each other so that we can be better for each other. I love you and I hope you agree.
